I Love You

In the past month, death has shown itself often. Natural disasters, old age, and tragic events seem to be around every corner claiming many lives. I think about what families are faced with. I find myself getting emotional. What if that was someone close to me? Do the people around me know how much I love them? Do I tell them? More importantly, do I show them?

To often I let fear guide my words and my actions. Fear keeps me from telling someone how important they are to me. I fear making them uncomfortable. Who am I kidding? I fear making myself uncomfortable. I feel an unexplained comfort in telling some of you how I feel. I just want to take a minute to do so.

Kristin – You are truly a blessing from God. You are a great wife and a wonderful mother. I am sorry for telling you I love you more often than I show you.

Abby – I know you are not old enough to read this but someday you will be. You are a beautiful girl. I love holding you when I come home from work. I love how you show me you love me. I learn from you.

Dad - You are an amazing father. You have shown me how to never give up. You took me to church even when I wanted to sleep in. You showed me how to provide for my family.

Brittany – You are an awesome sister. It means alot to me when you call. I love the way you show your heart even when you are not trying to because that is who you are. I love that you are passionate about  making a difference in this world.

Brandy – Even though you beat me up when we were little, I love you! I am glad you are my sister. You are a great mother and wife. I can see God working in your life. I know you have carried other peoples burdens lately, you deserve a break. Oh wait, you just got back from Florida.

Mom – I have no doubt you would drop everything when I need you. Every time we talk, you are interested in what I have to say. You are a selfless woman. It never seems to be a bad time to call. You glow with happiness and that makes me happy. You mean so much to me. I love you!

Steve – I worried for so long. I wanted my mother to find someone that would make her feel special. I begged God that He would send someone her way to show her happiness. Every since she met you, she has had a glow about her. She has a happiness I never saw before. Thank you! I learned what kind of person you are when you dropped what you were doing and drove 3 hours just to fix our air conditioner when you had a very busy schedule. Thank you!

Martha – We have always had a unique relationship. I am grateful for all you have done through the years. I don’t think I will ever get tired of chocolate gravy. Thank you for teaching me to extend grace to those who hurt me. Thanks for allowing God to use you in my life. I will never forget!

Karen – Thank you for showing Kristin how to be a great mother. Thank you for all that you do. You have an amazing spirit.

Larry – Thank you for teaching Kristin Godly values. Sometimes, those values are what keep us grounded. Thank you for your willingness to help in any way you can.

Derek – God made us cross paths. As hard headed as I was, you stuck with me. You didn’t give up on me. Most youth ministers would have. Thank you for talking me into going to Harding. I wouldn’t be married to my wife if you hadn’t. Your a great man!

Dusty – I have longed for the next step in my relationship with God for a while now. I have been a sheep without a shepard. Thank you for allowing God to work through you. You provide the ultimate example in walking with God. Thank you for taking the time with me.

Amanda -  I have been an admirer from afar. Your heart is something special. I’ve only known you for a short time, but you have made a difference in my life already. You have endured much.  You are a strong woman. I look forward to a great friendship with you.

I love all of you. I do appreciate you. Even though I have just told you. I am going to try and show you in the future.